Kshitij (Tjay) Dhyani

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Dealing with doubt — but I'm in rooms I could never have imagined

Doubt is loud. The room says otherwise.

Doubt has been loud lately. The kind that shows up mid-build, when the gap between where you are and where you want to be feels widest. I don't think it ever fully goes away — you just get better at noticing it without obeying it.

But here's the thing I keep coming back to: look at the room. A few years ago I could not have imagined the calls I casually take now, the people who pick up, the conversations that are just... Tuesday.

Today I spoke to Arlan, with Meet on the call too.

Google Meet call with Meet Shukla, Arlan Rakhmetzhanov, and Kshitij Dhyani

The doubt and the room are both real. I'm choosing to trust the room.